Nerve-wracking, heart pounding, adrenalin rushing, head spinning etc etc etc. That's what usually happen to me when i am about to get my exam results. Although some of it are just exaggerations, one thing for sure is that there would surely be a feeling of uneasiness within me that is inevitable..
Well, first things first:-
-I am not one of those 'smarty-pants' that don't even need to lift an eyelid to see their results
-In fact, I only have that much 'cleverness' in me to get me into a moderate class. (yes, i humble myself 'kao kao' to say this)
I so want to start my story way back from the beginning of this year. But considering all you poor poor readers, i shall just keep it short and sweet.
Straight to the point- i got 8As for my PMR. It's all so amazing, starting from how i did not expect to get all As since i kind of screwed my BM. Apparently, i wrote out of the point for the last section of my BM karangan paper.. And to make things worse, the BM paper was on the first day of the exam, so after sitting for the paper, my hopes of getting all As were dashed... i was prepared for the worse actually....
But that's how prayer really does wonders! HE* not only heard my prayers, HE* did some amazing stuff like refreshing my memory. Especially for the BC essay paper, i couldn't remember how to write so many chinese words. And as you know, you are so gone when you don't know how to write..... words!!! But just at this crucial moment that a little prayer did the work. (smiles)
Okay, last thursday was results day. I don't know why but i wasn't nervous or anything like that. It was like all my feelings were numb. No feelings at all, which was a good thing! I would really like to think that HE* was holding my heart, as HE* knows that every time i am about to get my results, my heart would literally be flying off out of my body. And maybe HE* knew before hand that i would have a major heart attack, so HE* came early in the morning and stayed with me to prevent that from happening. (smiles) Well, that's just my fantasy. But one thing i know for sure is that HE* loves me...
By the way, HE* loves you too.. No matter how your results are, HE* still loves you. And very much indeed!! For those of you who are worried because of your results, woried about what the future has for you, there is this verse that i would like to share with you:-
Philippians4:6-7
Do not worry about anything; instead pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank Him for all He has done. If you do this, you will experience God's peace, which is far more wonderful than the human mind can imagine. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.
ALL GLORY AND HONOUR GOES BACK TO HIM*!
* Some of you are thinking that HE is my boyfriend right?! haha. Close, but not exactly true... Keep guessing if you still don't know.. LOL
LOVE FROM:
SUMEI
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